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I am aware of the cold wind driving at me.It plucks my skin into goosebumps, batters my cheeks with harsh fists, pinches my ear into purple shells. I want to curl up into a ball and howl like a baby; I want her to come and cradle me in her arms. i want to die, to slash open my wrists, and her to find me, see the last blood ebbing away. I want to run and run until my body is in so much pain I cant distinguish this pain inside anymore, run so far away she sppends the rest of her life waiting for me to come back. But i don't move. I just stand in the wind as it freezes the tears in my eyes and nose. I stand there as the wind turns my tears into dribbles of melting ice down my cheeks.

-The Boys Who Saved The World
pages 315-316




i dont think christians should read it..
it polloutes your mind..
i felt sad while reading it..
rights nvmms
but i think it was quite cool



no chinese today..!! he didnt comme
he didn't commee!!
then the science teacher came in..
i hate when she does..
and expects to do work..
its not your period if you have not noticed..
she doesnt know how to teach..
all she does is read from the textbook..
it totally boring
i miss ms champion
we're sorry..
well i amm..
i want her bacckk!!!



i wanna go to prime gymm!!
when my arm is better and is ready for gymm!!
december.december.december.december
sighhss





well im off to do my 100 cruntches,100 sit ups, 1min side spilt and 1min spilt each leg! wish me luck XD